Sabtu, 03 Januari 2015

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"Love What You're deny"
           He had me say as my past. A man who never stopped and left its mark in my heart. But, why is there a form of feelings that often emerge in my mind every time the shadow of his face appeared. Do I still love her? Almost as often as I remember him. Especially if I passed by his house. In that place, first, myself and he often met. Seeing his eyes were so beautiful and very sweet smile it makes me not want away from him. At the time I was daydreaming arrived - arrived a careless slip motors.
           "Astaghfirullah!", Endlessly I give forgiveness to subside heartbeat that was hunting. As has just passed out, I realized that I am just passed by his house that reminds me when with him. Ah, I was reminded of him anymore. It has been the umpteenth time. My face is always present without legislation. Promise that once existed, my six months waiting to hear from him. His promise to be back and see me when he graduated from boarding school. Turns out he actually went with men - the other man that I never know so I got in touch with him.
           I saw them holding and hugging intimate when it was over they drive motors. What I was jealous when I saw he was with men - the other man? Oh, of course yes. Even seasoned with hurt and felt thrown together in heart and soul. I am upset. Although I know and aware, confusion was pointless. Does the confusion he would come back to me? However, on the other hand, I still hope that I saw was not true. I do not know directly from him. If he told himself then I will take it off.
           Slowly, I soothe my own heart. Shortly thereafter I called him, I wanted to know if I had it laihat fact what is not? And after my phone he turns out that I see that was true fact, she told me that he had himself is gone the way with men - the other man who had become her lover during this month. "Why did not you know I'm a member if you already have a girlfriend? Evil you, I await until today, because I remember our promise. And, what you forget, when we were first dating on the beach. You remember ?! ".
           "Yes, I remember, but all of it is gone". "What Are! For you it's easy you make something go away? Oh well what can we do, rice has become porridge, I do not want to dispute this again, and I've willingly let you go to man - another man if that makes you happy.
"I'm sorry, yes, I know I have been guilty at you. But what can we do, man - that man is too good for me so I thank her love for him ".
"Yeah I'm sorry you had, even though the heart is still cut but I've mengikhlaskan you".
           Then I turn off the phone, remove my phone number because I do not want to ruin their relationship they have built. And until now I've forgotten him even though his face was still cross my mind.

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