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"Mired Love Moot"

Love is a reaction that creates a feeling of affection and belonging. Love is the nature that God gave to every person in the world. Love itself is sacred, but sometimes is people who tarnish the meaning of love itself. God gives the love that we are able to maintain and feel compassion, but people always exaggerate the feeling of love in their hearts. I started to feel love when class 1 SMK.

It was the first time I embrace the world of courtship. I dating a woman who is still sitting in 3rd grade junior high. What I feel when falling in love is wonderful, as if the world belongs to both of us, others seemed ngontrak. My time spent only for sms's, phone with him. At that time I have not felt the adverse effects of courtship.

I still feel the beauty of courtship, I finally broke up with him without any reason is quite obvious. My heart hurts. And just biased sangatdalam feel pain from day to day. As time goes on, I again felt admiring the opposite sex as me naturally. At that time a lady I admire any woman I know he is very keen worshiper and quite biased keep hijab with the opposite sex.

I admire, but not excessive because I did not want to go back hurt. I've never met a woman like her before. He was so good at the Koran and quite polite. Gradually, we became close but still within certain limits. I started a lot to know about him that there are many similarities between us in terms of thinking.

He has a life history that I think is very remarkable. With the passage of time, there was a feeling of love between us and our mutual recognition that feeling. However, he has a principle for not dating before marriage. I myself understand that principle, therefore, we strive to deepen the feeling that there is not. Any unexpected happens, it turns out he has a special relationship with a male - male, even very beautiful.

I was very disappointed because I did not believe him such bias. However, I understand that to someone imanan not last forever. There are times when faith slack tempted by the beauty of love apparent bias anytime raze to imanan. I started keeping a distance with the woman and no longer reach him. At that time, I think all women are the same.

Yes, how biased I think more wisely? One year later, I met with one of the women is nearly equal to the woman before. He is quite Saleha and have principles that are strong enough. Initially, I was not concerned with his presence in my life, but he was able to make me become stronger in dealing with any troubles, he is quite intelligent and assertive. However, after long enough to attach him back disappointed because I know he does not like what I imagine. One time, a woman who never let me down hadirk back in my life and admitted that he had erred by establishing ties with a man - man.

Somehow I receive it comes back in my life. We returned close to separation of school, but after that, he made me disappointed again. He re-established relationships with men - the same man, or I just pelampiasannya alone? Hatred ever present in my heart, but I'm trying to be wise in my heart this.I face problems trying to forget the past with people - people who were hurt and not dissolved in grief and hatred in them. When I entered the world of college, I met a woman who made me very amazed bias.

His personality is very good and he is very smart at all. This time, I did not get too close to him because I was afraid to go back disappointed. I quite admire course only friend who knows that I admire him, let my heart and God only knows. I'm sure would love beautiful in due course without us having to precede the will of God to love. Mate is set by the Creator.

I'm sure if we want to get a good companion then we are also to be good, because our soul mate is a mirror of ourselves. Therefore, I tried to be a devout Muslim although the new study. I'm pretty sure God has a right pick for me, but now is not the time love is present. Whoever he was, for in God is pleased, I will live and be grateful. Intrinsic love belongs only to Allah, and that courtship mudharatnya.

I do not forget the experience of love or track my pseudo first. Because of that experience, I'm biased tougher, more patient, and more careful - careful in choosing. Because they juglah I can get back close to the owner of true love, God. I want to get a life companion who also loves God, the Prophet, and his family.