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"Love Never Wrong"

This story is not a true story, I just wanted to convey a ibrah from the experience of someone who never tells his story to me, and this is a true story:

            Mate really unique, if not to be declared as a mystery. It is the prerogative of the Creator. One can guess, can also be rejected, but sometimes the results are misleading. Hate to be missed, like turning the knife. Which is near and so attached, detached because simple events. That far, both in soul and his body, united because it is equally trivial. Here mate, giving meaning to life. Gave birth to the phenomenon of love.

            His passion makes the perpetuation of the spirit of every human being. Selayakny asetiap people learn from the teacher to interact with a mate. Teachers are provided - scattered around him. Teachers were exceeded with time, and new smoke seen after time has elapsed. Teachers are known by other names, "experience". Thus, people no longer easy to push yourself. Love is nature. Love is a human right.

            However, having and affinity, another story, another answer. Three years of my life passed along knacks sin. Sin is often followed by a request for forgiveness .Only unfortunately, repeated and repeated. It all started when the eye is not perfectly maintained. His views are often dazed, looking unsightly decree anything right although not enjoyed. Moreover, sometimes self-forgetting, all around us many creatures teaser. One step ugliness, may manifest into two steps, considering the party on the other side also tempted to do the same thing.

            It can also be one step into ten steps, when we succeed in Slide feet by the creature. And, of course will be worse when the same is also experiencing the same thing. The closeness that whether intentional or not this brings it all a step further. Often interact to make future possibilities increasingly alarming. Than just an exchange of notes, until sometimes the desire for both. Initially, all can be pushed. Moreover, the proximity of the opposite sex before consent Kabul spoken, not in my dictionary. Only with the passage of time, the movement was becoming uncontrollable.

            Make no tears alreadys. On the one hand, able to stand on the podium reminiscent of something, but on the other hand also melnggarnya. One moment eloquently tells the importance of guarding the heart, but on the other hand also fouled. Certainly in this uncomfortable condition, there are steps taken. Not broke - break up anyway prayer being said. In order inis egera circle broke up, so that the solution be realized. However, all is not without obstacles. When hope it will rise, appear to me more like a challenge called barriers.

            Parents do not see the women's side dalamdiri ideal that makes them calm mengamanahi daughter. Pang left wondering as to what I then do this hard? Hhh ..., I do not know!

            In despair that almost broke up, back Tanya spoken. Where else decent road taken? Looking around, and again stuck in the same complexity? I do not think so. Continuing steps that even the light in the darkness of the tip is not visible? It seems also not a wise move. Peak, in the midst of turmoil and the absence of this meeting point, a wise decision taken by the 'he'. A letter that preach marriage to another man landed on my fingers.

            There is a clamor of popping, there are mixed feelings after another. Finally, annual and rentanan sin suffering will end soon. Because it is true, if not at the end like this, the repeated opportunities still exist. But, who is not sad, considering it was tertahut heart? A relief teriring with narrowness. Then, what about me? I also want to enjoy the sincerity of love are male, in a lawful manner. In the shade bautan sanctity of marriage. Now, I almost face empty words. If engaku in my position, you are sure it's way out there? So, how should how to take it? When the condition of the soul is like this, and now have to go back looking for? That there is in my mind at the time, hardly noticeable.

            But, everyone is entitled to a second chance, right? Entitled to a better path. And, quietly waiting is not a choice. I try to think with polapikir 'I' in a time like this. If 'he' has found its way, why 'I' do not? At a minimum, the lessons I can from all of this seems to approval and the vision of my parents. He is both principled different initially, until I understand, other methods in finding a partner.

            The main principle of introductions before and after the wedding is not the same thing. Someone we know well before the wedding, is not necessarily going to be a good match afterwards. The logic is similar to the two people who are close friends, do not necessarily have a relationship that is compact when plays as a colleague. Simple and logical is not it ?! Only, can love be traveled in this way? If you ask me that question at that time, I was unable to answer. In fact, I was with steadiness advanced heart yet sturdy nevertheless.

            Only one that I think. If you want to find a way, and it has opened the path giver a door, would not it be better if in going through? Because I know, I often regret when dealing with 'him', but not with 'him'. And, still in search of stability is also the next step of my journey, after I got the info was complete with a potential partner. Until all flows. Starting from the instructions in the night prayer request - silent night, Totally unexpected step.

            I spent three years without results, which clearly this is what I found from the Giver Petnjuk, the Giver Way Out it. Places Asked in each side of my life. Sure enough, all really feels increasingly favors, after previous favors grateful. Look at him, look at those who are now free to be beside me, without me feel the need to be embarrassed or awkward. Look at how busy the first people advised me, when I started back adjacent to 'he' ago '.

            Night - the night when eating alone, or in the cool morning spent together, as if not knowing expired. All the sweet, until the arrival time of this show four years passed. Are there any regrets with the relationship? Spontaneous liver will answer 'yes'. However, remember there is always a wisdom behind every event, it seems that the answer must be rectified. Not wise it if only able to denounce, even eager to repeat the past.

            Let the positive side was left to mature, leave the downside to continue the mirror. That he become a good teacher. That he really - really become 'experience' for learning. Thus, the experience of that, I can learn to membersamai my life partner. Consciously, often terbesit a strung meaning of sin, "If he wants to live another 100 years, let me live 100 years less one day, because I've found it difficult to walk without it", or if the giver road was allowed, would he deign to call us to return to Him, in unity, as where once he had brought us together.

Amen.