"Love Never
Wrong"
This
story is not a true story, I just wanted to convey a ibrah from the experience
of someone who never tells his story to me, and this is a true story:
Mate
really unique, if not to be declared as a mystery. It is the prerogative of the
Creator. One can guess, can also be rejected, but sometimes the results are
misleading. Hate to be missed, like turning the knife. Which is near and so
attached, detached because simple events. That far, both in soul and his body,
united because it is equally trivial. Here mate, giving meaning to life. Gave
birth to the phenomenon of love.
His
passion makes the perpetuation of the spirit of every human being. Selayakny
asetiap people learn from the teacher to interact with a mate. Teachers are
provided - scattered around him. Teachers were exceeded with time, and new
smoke seen after time has elapsed. Teachers are known by other names,
"experience". Thus, people no longer easy to push yourself. Love is
nature. Love is a human right.
However,
having and affinity, another story, another answer. Three years of my life
passed along knacks sin. Sin is often followed by a request for forgiveness
.Only unfortunately, repeated and repeated. It all started when the eye is not
perfectly maintained. His views are often dazed, looking unsightly decree
anything right although not enjoyed. Moreover, sometimes self-forgetting, all
around us many creatures teaser. One step ugliness, may manifest into two
steps, considering the party on the other side also tempted to do the same
thing.
It
can also be one step into ten steps, when we succeed in Slide feet by the
creature. And, of course will be worse when the same is also experiencing the
same thing. The closeness that whether intentional or not this brings it all a
step further. Often interact to make future possibilities increasingly
alarming. Than just an exchange of notes, until sometimes the desire for both.
Initially, all can be pushed. Moreover, the proximity of the opposite sex
before consent Kabul spoken, not in my dictionary. Only with the passage of
time, the movement was becoming uncontrollable.
Make
no tears alreadys. On the one hand, able to stand on the podium reminiscent of
something, but on the other hand also melnggarnya. One moment eloquently tells
the importance of guarding the heart, but on the other hand also fouled.
Certainly in this uncomfortable condition, there are steps taken. Not broke -
break up anyway prayer being said. In order inis egera circle broke up, so that
the solution be realized. However, all is not without obstacles. When hope it
will rise, appear to me more like a challenge called barriers.
Parents
do not see the women's side dalamdiri ideal that makes them calm mengamanahi
daughter. Pang left wondering as to what I then do this hard? Hhh ..., I do not
know!
In
despair that almost broke up, back Tanya spoken. Where else decent road taken?
Looking around, and again stuck in the same complexity? I do not think so.
Continuing steps that even the light in the darkness of the tip is not visible?
It seems also not a wise move. Peak, in the midst of turmoil and the absence of
this meeting point, a wise decision taken by the 'he'. A letter that preach
marriage to another man landed on my fingers.
There
is a clamor of popping, there are mixed feelings after another. Finally, annual
and rentanan sin suffering will end soon. Because it is true, if not at the end
like this, the repeated opportunities still exist. But, who is not sad,
considering it was tertahut heart? A relief teriring with narrowness. Then,
what about me? I also want to enjoy the sincerity of love are male, in a lawful
manner. In the shade bautan sanctity of marriage. Now, I almost face empty words.
If engaku in my position, you are sure it's way out there? So, how should how
to take it? When the condition of the soul is like this, and now have to go
back looking for? That there is in my mind at the time, hardly noticeable.
But,
everyone is entitled to a second chance, right? Entitled to a better path. And,
quietly waiting is not a choice. I try to think with polapikir 'I' in a time
like this. If 'he' has found its way, why 'I' do not? At a minimum, the lessons
I can from all of this seems to approval and the vision of my parents. He is
both principled different initially, until I understand, other methods in
finding a partner.
The
main principle of introductions before and after the wedding is not the same
thing. Someone we know well before the wedding, is not necessarily going to be
a good match afterwards. The logic is similar to the two people who are close
friends, do not necessarily have a relationship that is compact when plays as a
colleague. Simple and logical is not it ?! Only, can love be traveled in this
way? If you ask me that question at that time, I was unable to answer. In fact,
I was with steadiness advanced heart yet sturdy nevertheless.
Only
one that I think. If you want to find a way, and it has opened the path giver a
door, would not it be better if in going through? Because I know, I often
regret when dealing with 'him', but not with 'him'. And, still in search of
stability is also the next step of my journey, after I got the info was
complete with a potential partner. Until all flows. Starting from the
instructions in the night prayer request - silent night, Totally unexpected
step.
I
spent three years without results, which clearly this is what I found from the
Giver Petnjuk, the Giver Way Out it. Places Asked in each side of my life. Sure
enough, all really feels increasingly favors, after previous favors grateful.
Look at him, look at those who are now free to be beside me, without me feel
the need to be embarrassed or awkward. Look at how busy the first people
advised me, when I started back adjacent to 'he' ago '.
Night
- the night when eating alone, or in the cool morning spent together, as if not
knowing expired. All the sweet, until the arrival time of this show four years
passed. Are there any regrets with the relationship? Spontaneous liver will
answer 'yes'. However, remember there is always a wisdom behind every event, it
seems that the answer must be rectified. Not wise it if only able to denounce,
even eager to repeat the past.
Let
the positive side was left to mature, leave the downside to continue the
mirror. That he become a good teacher. That he really - really become
'experience' for learning. Thus, the experience of that, I can learn to
membersamai my life partner. Consciously, often terbesit a strung meaning of sin,
"If he wants to live another 100 years, let me live 100 years less one
day, because I've found it difficult to walk without it", or if the giver
road was allowed, would he deign to call us to return to Him, in unity, as
where once he had brought us together.
Amen.
